Turns out I had reason to be nervous, to be worried… because this is me we’re talking about here, right? And why else would I expect anything different than to go in for a 15week appointment and find out my baby had died one day past my last appointment, four weeks ago? That’s right, no heartbeat. No growth. Nothing.Nothing except an appointment tomorrow to go over financial arrangements with the dr’s office and get some sort of SOMETHING inserted into me. And an appointment early Friday to “take care of it.”
So fucking unfair.
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Oh my, Callista, I am so very sorry to hear this. You must be absolutely devestated. You have my deepest sympathies. And you are in my thoughts and prayers. (And Honey’s too). Take care of yourself right now. Time heals.
Oh Sweet, I’m so heartbroken.. Speechless and crying and angry and I can’t imagine the heartbreak you are all going through right now. My soul is with you, dh, the boy, and your sweet angel
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Yikes…
Garnet sent me to send condolences. I’m sorry about your loss, and feel so incredibly blessed right now.
I’m heartbroken, as well…a million prayers and hugs and all my love coming your way 😦
Fucking unfair pretty much sums it up. If I could come there and hug you I would. I don’t know what to do to help you heal. Marilyn, I’m so sorry, I just don’t know what to say.
Oh Calista, I am so, so sorry for you and your family. There are no words strong enough to say how unfair this is. I’m thinking of you with all my heart. I don’t know what else to say but I’m sorry… Take good care of yourself.
OMG! How tragic. I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I wish there was something I could say to make the pain easier, but I know there’s nothing I can do. I am praying for you and your family though.
I’m stopping by from Kiwi and I just wanted to say how sorry I am. I can’t even imagine what you must be feeling right now. I’ll be thinking of you and your family.
Also stopping by from Kiwi and I am so, so very sorry. My thoughts and tears are with you.
Callista, I’m so sorry for you and your family. My thoughts, tears, and anguish are with you.
I am so very sorry for your loss! (((hugs)))
(Garnet sent me over.)
Stopping by from Kiwi too….I’m so sorry for your terrible loss. I’m sure you are in a bit of shock. Lots of prayers and thoughts your way.
This is an enormous loss, one that boggles the mind. I’m very very sad for you. I cannot fathom the pain, the stunned loss you must feel. Please know that some of us are out here thinking and praying for you.
….it’s just not right…..
I’m here from Garnet’s. I’m so sorry. Unreal and it boggles the mind as I read your happiness and trepidation from your last appointment turn to realization and anger and sadness. “unfair” doesn’t even cover it.
So sorry
It is fucking unfair. I’m so very sorry. You will be in my thoughts.
Just so so so sorry to find this news. And so sorry to be finding it so late. Wishing you some peace and rest and something very, very beautiful very soon.
I am so so sorry right now. I don’t really have anything else to say. I have had two d&c’s and I do understand about that part….but not the other. I’m so sorry…